What am I supposed to do now?

What is the DEAL with all the pain?!?  (It's in me.  It's in you; stop hiding behind it.)
Why is it?

What is the deal with all the good??
From whence cometh it?

What am I supposed to do now?

Does anyone ever feel as though the cliff over which they're standing could be a test of trust.  But it could also be an evil, tempting one to presume the protection of God.

What am I supposed now?

I guess I'll pray until something happens.  That the best option.  Think about it.
     - Talking straight to God
     - Hearing straight from God.
     -Learning to do #1 and #2
     - Learn desire for#1 and #2.

You.
Must.
Pray.