Here is the deal, glockenspiel--
I need to go offline for the next few weeks. The remaining time in my internship is filled with busy-ness, fatigue, and planning. I am seeing a team of short-term individuals to the States tomorrow, as they have been here for 10 days. If I failed to mention it to you, that is because I have been extremely preoccupied!!! They leave Wednesday night, then my parents and I will fly to see my younger brother finish high school. Even as I write, I'm dozing off far too frequently than is acceptable.
With that said, I plan to resurface again. The 26 of June seems reasonable; as I will have recently re-entered my first culture by then. This is not an intentional disconnection with you, but rather an attempt to maintain my long-term sanity, thus empowering myself to return to you with a new, fresh state of mind. I may post the occasional picture, but writing will be kept to a strict minimum.
Do continue to pray for me, that God should give me wisdom and show me more of his character, and that the plans he has for my family would come to pass.
God bless you with his truth and call you to his glory as long as you are his own. Live in Love.
Fati says hi.
Showing posts with label truth. Show all posts
Showing posts with label truth. Show all posts
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Pain, Truth, Patterns
Patterns, like puzzle pieces, are predictable. If only we can find the edges....
Cling to your truth for what it is. Claim your exclusive rights to it. Clamor for the position of greatness among mortals. Clean the cobwebs of doubt from your opinions and let your own, brilliant, unparalleled, self-righteous, inattentive, other-shunning truth ring forth without opposition! All the while, hide your troubles from the unobservant glance. Set up your layers of fallacy as a shield against introspection.
A friend tells me that we establish our own patterns of hurt. I agree. Established; a tree planted by the rivers of water, bearing its fruit in due season. Envy, strife, discontent, discord, cacophony, malice, slander...produce of *my own* truth. My own and not yours. I am its source. From me issue the statutes of everything about which I am able to pontificate, however glibly. I am Right, if only for the sake of unearthing your wrongness. And I must do so in order that the threat of order, concerning which I find myself the head and (why not?) the center, would be averted.
So you know what I am, and thus what you are to me, being other than me.
Now, and only just now, I may smugly place myself with the illustrious Dr. King, calling down justice like many waters, "And righteousness like a mighty stream!" For when I am right, all is right. Never mind dissension or differing perspectives.
A bit much?
And this is the problem among the members of the Body of Christ: we treat each other like individual wholes, when we have actually been called as members of one body, and to live in peace. The arm must not employ the hand to harm the rib, lest the body fall short of breath. We believers, together, are the organs and limbs, held together only by the Almighty power of God in Jesus, WHO IS the ligaments of Word and love.
"Can't we all just get along?" Now we know at least one reason why it is not as easy as it seems. Realize this: your perceptions represent a fragmented fragment of the whole puzzle. Mine do too. Let us practice humility, therefore, in knowledge and power, understanding that we do not possess except that which is given to us. All for which we would grasp for ourselves becomes evil in our control.
Thanks Drey.
Allow a quick update on the goings-on in Nkwanta. I have met a grand total of three Youth leaders in the area. My next action is to meet more, then to develop relationships with them, inasmuch as my short time here will allow. There is a growing likelihood that I will be able to teach the basics of biblical study, or some spiritual disciplines, or the implications of Christian identity, or all of these. I have yet to decide on the format this will take, as I want to get to know the leaders' personalities and schedules. I am hoping for a teaching group of no more than 6, so that if I meet more leaders, I would break them up into two groups. I am looking forward to teaching in this way again.
That is the latest excitement for me. I hope you have some excitement of your own!
Life is such an adventure.
Cling to your truth for what it is. Claim your exclusive rights to it. Clamor for the position of greatness among mortals. Clean the cobwebs of doubt from your opinions and let your own, brilliant, unparalleled, self-righteous, inattentive, other-shunning truth ring forth without opposition! All the while, hide your troubles from the unobservant glance. Set up your layers of fallacy as a shield against introspection.
A friend tells me that we establish our own patterns of hurt. I agree. Established; a tree planted by the rivers of water, bearing its fruit in due season. Envy, strife, discontent, discord, cacophony, malice, slander...produce of *my own* truth. My own and not yours. I am its source. From me issue the statutes of everything about which I am able to pontificate, however glibly. I am Right, if only for the sake of unearthing your wrongness. And I must do so in order that the threat of order, concerning which I find myself the head and (why not?) the center, would be averted.
So you know what I am, and thus what you are to me, being other than me.
Now, and only just now, I may smugly place myself with the illustrious Dr. King, calling down justice like many waters, "And righteousness like a mighty stream!" For when I am right, all is right. Never mind dissension or differing perspectives.
A bit much?
And this is the problem among the members of the Body of Christ: we treat each other like individual wholes, when we have actually been called as members of one body, and to live in peace. The arm must not employ the hand to harm the rib, lest the body fall short of breath. We believers, together, are the organs and limbs, held together only by the Almighty power of God in Jesus, WHO IS the ligaments of Word and love.
"Can't we all just get along?" Now we know at least one reason why it is not as easy as it seems. Realize this: your perceptions represent a fragmented fragment of the whole puzzle. Mine do too. Let us practice humility, therefore, in knowledge and power, understanding that we do not possess except that which is given to us. All for which we would grasp for ourselves becomes evil in our control.
Thanks Drey.
Allow a quick update on the goings-on in Nkwanta. I have met a grand total of three Youth leaders in the area. My next action is to meet more, then to develop relationships with them, inasmuch as my short time here will allow. There is a growing likelihood that I will be able to teach the basics of biblical study, or some spiritual disciplines, or the implications of Christian identity, or all of these. I have yet to decide on the format this will take, as I want to get to know the leaders' personalities and schedules. I am hoping for a teaching group of no more than 6, so that if I meet more leaders, I would break them up into two groups. I am looking forward to teaching in this way again.
That is the latest excitement for me. I hope you have some excitement of your own!
Life is such an adventure.
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